Had an enjoyable day meeting my old frenz - a group of frenz whom I met three years ago during a three months course in Outram Institute. Strangely, this is our first time watching a movie together....after knowing one another for....3 years. *dang*
All these while, we only "meet up" in ICQ. At last, a REAL meet up.
I was worried abt having no topics to talk about, awkward silence.....but seems like my worries were redundant.
Had a fun time chatting in PS Mos Burger.....entertaining time watching "Bringing the House Down"......
Yummy time dining at Pasta Mania......comfortable time chatting after dinner.......candid time taking pics with my digicam.....
Me n Carina
Left: Braden, Me, Carina, Jinde
Left: Braden, Jinde, Carina, Me
Braden n Carina
Me n Braden
Jinde n Braden
I'm looking forward to our next meet up.....hopefully to watch "Bruce Almighty" and Marche for dinner.....=P
Argh ! Once again......Heart aches......!! *Painz*
After being said I look motherly......I've got new "feedback" now.
"You're matured looking...." , "My mum said u look old..."
*Thunder roar*
OH MY GAWD !!!!!!! I dun wanna look old.......!!!
Somebody save me.......
Suggestions (from frens):
Wear brighter color clothes ?? Nah.....I love dark color clothes.
Act cute ?? Yuckz....NO WAY !!
Smile more ?? Yeah.....have been trying hard all these while......
I need to do something.
I guess it got to do with my negative totz.....so depressing that I start to age.
I muz have been thinking too much.....that I start to age.
Muz have been the lack of sleep....that I start to age.
*Argh*
Maybe I should starting sleeping early.......It will be hard.
Maybe I should juz stop thinking too much......It will be harder.
Maybe I should throw away those negative totz and not be depressed......It will be hardest.
Alrite.....I'll try my best.....so I wun age that quickly....*fingers crossed*
The chalet was great....lotsa fun.....tot there wun be at a point of time.
Luckily I stayed. =P Or else, when will I get to see my UW frens and the next batch again ??
Was very hungry when I reached the chalet.
Great "chefs" of the day took some time to set up the fire. Meanwhile, played with Ms. Kuan's two very adorable children - Erica and Bradley. They are twins born two mintues apart. They have nice features and they are very obedient. Cute lil facts abt them is that Erica is very active, always running and climbing and Bradley is a promising journalist, always flipping the newspaper. Their common factor - always want more food.
At last, plates of satays and chicken wings were served gradually. And my attention had shifted to food. Heh.
Well, I'm not a glutton who juz eat and dun help. I did chip in abit of my effort by fanning the hardworking chefs and flipping some satays and chicken wings. As for desserts, we had the Konnyaku jelly I made and Sabrina's cheesecakes. The cheesecakes were yummy. *Slurps*
After stomachs are filled, it'z games time. There weren't many games to play.....esp when someone forgot to bring mahjong tiles there. But still kept ourselves occupied with card games like "Big 2" (aka Tai Di) and a new game introduced to me "Golf Pool". Basically, playing pool with a putter. Haha. I prefer this style of pool. Much easier for me. Too bad, the floor is sloping downwards or else it's gonna be more fun.
Meeting the newbies was a great experience too. One of them, Joanna, whom I can click pretty well with, came over and asked me for my age. Why ?? Coz I appear motherly to her. *painz*
Time to do something to my appearence. Botox ??
Can you imagine 6 people (James, Marc, Aaron Karene, Jill n me) trying to sleep in two single size beds ??
We were having karaoke session with Karene's guitar at first then we decided to get some rest. After trying different "sleeping position strategies" with James being the pillow and Marc having to protect his "lil brother" from fatal attacks from Aaron n Jill, Karene decided to settle herself in a baby cot. Positions were changed again with more space for 5 people. Never mention myself ?? Heh, coz I'm comfortably falling asleep.
Rise and shine after my fave "alarm clock", Karene jumped onto the bed. And lil did i know that my phone's vibration woke everyone else up. *blush*
After breakfast, took bus home. After Marc alighted, Jill and I immediately fell aslp with my head on hers. Too tired. Wasn't even clear how I managed to get home. Haha.
Supposed to have badminton game with YK n HS, but I dun tink I have the energy and is in the right state of mind to. When they called, I dun even have the strength to stand up. I fell and have to crawl to get the phone. Maybe I shld leave them a sms that I can't make it. Or else, they wun be so fumed now. *sigh*
Watched two movies in one day. Kinda breakthrough for me.
I'm kind of "stingy" when it comes to spending for movies.
I spent on great movies like those I watched yesterday - X-Men 2 & Anger Management.
Blame me for not having a childhood, this is my FIRST time "exposing" myself to X-Men.
Din catch itz first movie, din read itz comics. Basically know nuts abt it.
Thanks to YK, moi "tutor" of the day. Took effort to explain X-Men to me.
I LOVE it to bitz. I'm fascinated - being a sua-ku.
The brillant special effects and plot drew many "woooos..." and "ahhhs..." out of me.
Thank gawd that the theature only has YK, me and 3 other uncles.
Thoughts of wanting to be a mutant kept surfacing while watching the show.
What power would I want ?? ALL ??
Well, maybe telepathic & telekinesis - Jean & shape shifting - Mystique.
Cyclops (James Marsden) looks great ey.....=P
Next, went off to catch Anger Management with Jo. The show that I wanted to watch soooooo much.
Coz I'm not a gd-tempered person. Tinking that watching the show might help. Free therapy ?
I guess it helps. At least it helped me to relax and have some great laughs which I never had for the past weeks ?
I'm one who would suppress my anger and feelings as much as I can. Can't take it any longer, it'll erupt like volcano.
Though I haven master the art of tolerance, I believe that being tolerant creates a win-win situation.
But lil' did I know that I'm inflicting punishment on myself. Maybe not ? Who knows ?
Maybe I should voice out ? But who's there who cares to listen ?
Watever it is.....I'm happy being out with YK n Jo. =)
Wo bu kuai le.
Wo kuai le de quan li bei bo duo, bu zai shu yu wo.
Jia ren dui bu qi, ruo wo de nu yan shang hai le ni.
Peng you dui bu qi, ruo wo nan kan de lian se kun rao le ni.
Dui bu qi, wo wu fa hao hao cang ni wo de huai xin qing, wo gen wu fa zai zhan kai xiao lian.
Ruo ni xiang li wo er qu, wo liao jie!
Shui xi wang you ge zhen tian beng zhe yi zhang lian de peng you?
He peng you zai yi qi zui zhong yao shi kai xin, bu shi ma?!
Er wo zhi neng dai gei ni bu yue de xing qing!
Huo xu ni zhen de gai yuan li wo, hai shi wo gai yuan li ni?!
Wo bu xiang qiang bi zi ji xiao lian ying ren, wo zhuo bu dao.....
Dui bu qi.....zhen de....dui bu qi.....
I'm suffering from Depression ??
I'm sad.
I no longer own the right for being happy.
I'm sorry my family, if my harsh words have hurt you.
I'm sorry my friends, if my sulky face has troubled you.
I'm sorry, I can't hide my negative feelings well and now I can no longer smile.
If you wanna leave me, I'll understand!
Who wants to have a sulky face friend?
Everyone wants to be happy with their friends around, isn't it?!
And all I can do is to bring unhappiness to you.
Maybe you should leave me alone, or I should excuse myself?!
I don't want to force myself to put on a smiley face....I can't......
Sorry......I'm very.....sorry......
Today I'm exceptionally emo....
I cried just now.....and few hours ago.....
I have no idea why I feel so melancholic.....
No idea why those tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably......
I cried juz now when I was chatting with Karene n James online......
Was telling them abt my urge to kill myself.....
Also told them that I cried bcoz I drank too much water.....haha....dumb.....
Anyway, I'd like to thank them for listening to my nonsensical talking......
Again....I'm glad to have u guys as frenz.......=)
Not to worry.....Eueu will be fine.....
You'll see me smiling again....
Coz I dun cry in front of people....unless.....I can't help it....hahahaha
What is it like to jump down from....24th storey of a building.......
It will feel great.....!?
Juz a thought.....Not to worry YET.......
Being a coward.....I did not......
But if I ever kill myself.....will anyone shed a tear for me ??
Will anyone miss me ??
Will you ??
:: LOVE ::
:: ATTENTION ::
:: CARE :: :: Air ticket get out of S'pore :: :: camera handphone :: :: new computer :: :: laptop ::
:: big classic watch :: :: smaller digicam ::
:: baking oven ::
:: Sony PSP ::
:: pet dog ::
:: NUM Bag ::
:: Chanel Bag ::
:: LG Chocolate handphone ::
:: Red New Beetle Cabriolet :: :: YSL Babydoll Lucky Game fragrance ::
:: "Goong" Korean drama serial DVD ::
:: Zhang Xiao Xian's novel collection :: :: Deck of Palladini Tarot cards ::
:: mini-pig as pet :: :: Lomo camera :: :: MP3 player ::
:: DV cam ::
:: DVD recorder ::
:: 42" Plasma TV ::
:: huge revamp to my room :: :: a fun n memorable 21st bday party ::
