Back to my office, in this boring Sunday, and some freaks have to make it worse!!!! *pissed*
Right now, there's this pair of mother and daughter (which I supposed is here to "visit"), strolling around our premises, also pissing me off!!
Not sure if they are one of our students' family members, but they don't look familiar. They happily walked in here with a family pack of prawn crackers (all ready to picnic). At first, I'm okie with them. But after I went to the pantry, back to my seat, I was shocked to see the little girl is on my colleague's desk, playing with her computer keyboard. And the mum is actually letting her do that. When I turn to the mother, hoping that she will take her child away, she act as though there's nothing wrong!
Being a customer service officer, I smiled and asked the girl not to play with it. Without saying a word, the girl continued to sit there. After a second, she pulled the keyboard towards her and played with it. ARGH! Again, I smiled and told her not to do that. Then she gave up and went away.
Later, her mum started asking me about our ballet lessons. The way she stared at me was WEIRD. *Indescribable* They moved on to visit our toilets, sat down to enjoy their tidbits then back to my desk for some "entertainment".
The girl picked up my phone to dial some numbers. *eyes grew bigger* Oh no. As quick as I can, I stopped her. The mum AGAIN was INDIFFERENT! *fly kick her*
Had to settle some class schedule arrangement via phone, but somehow at the corner of my eye, I saw a pair of eyes staring at me. Itz the mother. *faintz* I felt like I'm some animal in the zoo.
Sigh. Let's juz pray that there wun be such weird parents again. Not to mention, my colleague handled a freaky parent on the phone on Fri. Haha. *roll eyes*
What are frenz for? I often ask myself and start to re-evaluate my friendships with others. I feel this gap btwn my frenz and I. Somehow, I can't get any closer to them. The gap can be measured in metres, kilometres, yards, miles blah blah. Differs from case to case. =/
We often label frenz. Best frenz, good frenz, confidante, acquaintance etc. These labels can sometimes be a burden. But it lets u know where you stand in one's heart.
Right now, I'm starting to tink where do I stand in the hearts of my 3 sec sch (best) frenz. Esp P2. I wasn't involved in the main hooha but I can't bare to see my other 2 frenz feeling angry, sad, frustrated, all bcoz of an unappreciative fren. When such things happen, I will choose not to care. Let the matter rest and after a long while, I'll try to talk things through. But right now, I have to say something! Heh.
Let me talk abt this in an outsider's point of view. Communication is the fundamental in any relationship. How can anyone guess what your likes and dislikes are juz by a glance? You ought voice out, isn't it? What's worse now...this communication breakdown is happening only after knowing one another for 7 years? Is this a joke or wat?
When problem arises, it takes two hands to clap. Obviously, it's pretty unfair to blame the innocent when it's u who refused to let them know the reasons behind your actions. I'm a very frank and I simply can't coat my words with honey for u.
As your friend, one of the foursome, I feel that u're very fortunate. OK...it's ur misfortune to have me as ur fren. But P1 n P3 really cares for you, despite how u treated them. This is my first time seeing them like this especially P3. This shows how much they treasure u. I believe if this was to happen to me...things wun be the same.
If you're reading this, I hope you can speak up. I really can't stand things happening w/o communication. We need to know how u tink. Apparently, these 7 years we haven been hearing enough from you. If you treat us like ur (best) frenz, you would be say something. For the past 7 yrs, we're the ones making the first moves. *injustice* It's time for u to make yours.
I'll take it as losing a friend if I dun hear from you. The tot of u not giving a damn...juz makes me erkz. *hope not*
My darling Lanboy (my computer) decided to check himself into the sickbay so I have to live w/o him for a few days. Sigh.
Take this chance to reply preciously (few) comments. Silentboi, thanks for being so vocal here. Or else this blog will be as good as dead. Haha. Tot of stopping it anywayz. Becoming a radio DJ can only a dream. I can't read properly. Hahaha.
Stripey, SGH din call me up. Neither am I going to wait for them...so I take up anything that comes my way. Haha. Thanks for your concern. Miss ya too!
Itz a boring Sunday esp when most classes are cancelled. Sigh. Sitting in front of the PC with no friends online whom I can chat with....so I'm viewing all my friends' (even strangers') profiles in Friendster, taking personality tests and trying very very very hard not to fall asleep.
Went to the beach for a lil while last night. Had fun, played games and forfeited pple. Heh. Mixed drinks (prune juice, Coke, Vitasoy & coffee) as forfeits. I tried those drinks. But the drinks taste ok for me. Anywayz, my tastebuds and nose aren't working well. Can't taste and smell. *bite nails*
The weather wasn't good. Drizzling for the whole day. Guess itz getting crazier each year. Still hoping to go to the beach on a better day.
So, we took shelter at Kbox Marine Parade. KTV is always da best recreation activity. From 11pm to 3am. Had some energy left at first but the tot of waking up at 745am....tatz it! Hee.
Since there's no lesson later, I tink I'm going to take a nap in the office. There's a mini sofa bed there. Haha.
Still have Grandpa's bday dinner to attend later. This is the first time I'm giving my GongGong ang bao. Haha. Coz I really what else to get for him. Anywayz, itz a token of love. =)
Posting this in my office....coz I'm simply too BORED!!
Have been working here (Crestar Learning Ctr @ Raffles Town Club) for the past week. As a customer service officer. Handling parents, collecting fees, doing admin stuff. Itz a fun experience so far. Getting to know new people and kids too! Coz Kinderland and Crestar is under the same co. So I get to see cute lil kids. I hope to get my new cam phone soon so I can take many pics of them.
Right now my hands are aching. Coz on Friday, I carried a 18-months old gal for almost 2 hours. She refused to let others (her teachers) carry her except me. She would cry and suffocate me with her hug. Had to feed her lunch too. And whenever she sees me, she'll stretch out her hands and say "Oh..Mama". (-o-"')
I was telling my parents the other day that they're "grandparents" now. Having grandchildren as old as 10 yrs old and as young as 18 months. *puke blood* I rather be wrapped me into a MUMMY!!! Dun see myself as a motherly figure. *double puke*
I miss my FJK students. Got a snail mail from Joey yesterday. Very touched by her words.
Alritez...gtg now....still have cheques to key in and parents to call. Will let u see some cuties pics soon.
I lost my handphone!!!!! *sobz* It was stolen....thanks to my carelessness. Argh. Maybe I'll elaborate in my next entry, which might take a week or even a month for me to draft. Haha.
Finally left my job on Monday! And finally got the time to talk about it now. Actually, I was juz lazy. Heh.
For my last day off work, I stayed from 7am to 7pm. The whole day. Writing cards/letters, preparing gifts blah blah for my colleagues and students. I was telling myself not to cry but I still did. Thanks to Joey, my student. She hugged me before she left and was sending all the crying vibes to me. So we both cried together. Hee.
Nevertheless, I left the centre with loads of love. Presents and cards too. I also got the kids to write sth for me on a sketch book. After one started asking me to find a boyfriend soon... the rest follow the suit. Better still, I have my dearest handsome Linus (P2) leaving me with only a line, " Teacher, I hope you will have a nicer looking face." *faints*
Anywayz, I do have one P5 boy telling me I'm the prettiest and best teacher he ever met. Hahaha. Okie itz the greatest joke u ever heard....but I still love to hear it. Hahaha. =P
Oh well.....but right after I left this job....I totally lost my voice! And being out of job, I still have to fork out 150 bucks for two consultation! Sigh......
:: LOVE ::
:: ATTENTION ::
:: CARE :: :: Air ticket get out of S'pore :: :: camera handphone :: :: new computer :: :: laptop ::
:: big classic watch :: :: smaller digicam ::
:: baking oven ::
:: Sony PSP ::
:: pet dog ::
:: NUM Bag ::
:: Chanel Bag ::
:: LG Chocolate handphone ::
:: Red New Beetle Cabriolet :: :: YSL Babydoll Lucky Game fragrance ::
:: "Goong" Korean drama serial DVD ::
:: Zhang Xiao Xian's novel collection :: :: Deck of Palladini Tarot cards ::
:: mini-pig as pet :: :: Lomo camera :: :: MP3 player ::
:: DV cam ::
:: DVD recorder ::
:: 42" Plasma TV ::
:: huge revamp to my room :: :: a fun n memorable 21st bday party ::
