Saturday, August 06, 2005

我怎么了?

"被爱是幸福,爱人是痛苦" -- 可这痛苦也是一种幸福吧?

我喜欢过许多男生,虽然付出的感情犹如进了黑洞(有去无回), 但过程中与朋友讨论和分享的甜蜜已把暗恋之苦统统带走。

写到这儿。。。我词穷了。思绪都乱了。我到底要说些什么?原想谈暗恋的感想,可现在满脑子是朋友说过的话。

*突发奇想* 在某些朋友眼里,我是一本简单易懂的ABC书,但也有人说我是一本深奥难懂的哲学书。也许ABC有深奥之处。。。哲学也有简单之理。其实,我自己都不了解自己。也许我是一张白纸,别人写什么、画什么,我的内容就变成什么。

我是一个神经质的女生。我是一个没有自我的女生。我怎么了?

Watz wrong with me?

"Being loved is a blessing, to love is a torture" -- but can't this torture be a blessing?

I liked some guys before. Although those feelings are contributed to "black holes" (with no return), the happiness of discussing and sharing with frenz along the way has taken all that pain away.

To here... I'm speechless. Tots are in a whirlpool. What am I supposed to say? Initially about having crushes, but watz in my mind now are words from frenz.

*lightning flashed* In some pals' eyes, I'm like a simple ABC book. Well, some others will tink that I'm a hard-to-understand philosophy book. Oh maybe, an ABC book has itz cheemology and a philosophy book has dummies edition. Factually, I dun understand myself. Probably, I'm a white sheet, which identity is given by others' written words or drawings/scribbles.

I'm a insane gal. I'm a selfless gal. Watz wrong with me?

P/S: To read Chinese, pls change your encoding to Unicode. Thanks. =)

PiGz ^(oo)^ 5:30 pm

About Me

Nickname: Baby Pig
DOB: 20 Nov
Loves: piggin' out, sleeping, singing, shopping, reading, travelling,
chatting, meeting new frenz, music, tv, movies

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