Once again, a nice quote abt my horoscope for today....why din I read tis earlier? Haha.
There are wounds that do not heal with time. Instead they start hurting again given certain "weather conditions". If this occurs, subconsciously we will withdraw into ourselves in interpersonal situations, or be oversensitive and react in a hurt manner without apparent reason - or we ourselves become particularly hurtful, without actually wanting to. However, if the weather is fair, as it is now, you have the opportunity to bring these painful things to light - preferably during a personal conversation with someone who is close to you. Looking into painful experiences in this way can make you freer in your behavior, your close relationships and your relation with your body. It can also prevent you from hurting others.
I didn't have any personal conversation with anyone. I better not have. Coz I really dunno when my foul mouth might offend anyone. Haha.
I really din mean to hurt anyone. But I'm hurt myself.
This morning, Daddy din have time to send me to work and itz drizzling. So I decided to take a cab to work.
As I have to open up the office before 9am for the Abacus class, I left home early. Usually getting a cab at my place is an easy task. But where are those cabs when I needed them most? And why oh why is there so many more people waiting for cabs before me? I was praying hard. Was trying hard to hold back my tears as well.
Watz worse? When I was trying to call a Comfort cab, a Citycab came along. As I was still waiting for Comfort's reply on the cab no, I forgo that Citycab. And Comfort's reply was that there weren't any cabs for me!!! *faints*
At last, my prayer was answered!!! At 8.45am. GOSH! Luckily, I managed to reach my office at 8.59am. Phew. Luckily, no students was early.
And the moral of the story is....Dun hail a cab on rainy Sundays! =/
Yippie! At last this bloggy is 3 years old. Going to nursery ey! Heehee.
Remember I promised to have this layout changed by today? But I tink I got to eat back those words. Heehee. Din have time to do that. Moreover the new layout html stuff is too confusing. Still trying to figure out. Haha.
Actually, the above are juz excuses arh. Okie. Will try to revamp it soon, ya? Gimme another 3 years?? Haha.
Now got to leave for SIM. Need to settle my uni studies stuff. Tata. ^-^P
As Daddy reckons that itz not a good time to bathe now (bcoz of the lightning and thunder) *there it goes again*, I shall blog abt my day.
Nothing really exciting...juz that I took an afternoon nap, which is unusual, coz I usually dun take naps.
Let me digress here. I'm seeing lotsa beautiful lightning. I wanna take pics of it. So for the past 30 mins, I've been trying. Trying very hard. But I give up now. Maybe the Lightning God juz refuse to display his skills for my cam. Argh. Itz always when I'm trying to delete pics or stoning away that I see nice lightning. By the time I realise...GONE!! Duh, how can I compete with the speed of light? Crazy me.
Rite...back to my nap. So, I had this dream. A dream that I wish for it to be realise (part of it will do), also a dream that I dun wish to wake up from.
You muz be itching to know what this dream is all abt rite?? Heh. But I hope that it will come true one day. So, me aint telling u anything abt it. Haha. Anyway, now the dream's detail is half-gone. *senile* Itz a happy dream lar. Duh.
Hmm....I seldom dream. Time to check out the online dream dictionaries. *waves*
Recent chats with frenz are quite "painful" to me. Itz like Hurricane Katrina menacing my mind.
Everyone seems to have lotsa goals and aspirations. Frenz have been telling me what they wanna do, may it be in the next 2 weeks, 2 months, 2 years, 2 decades. They would be out of their minds if they plan for the next 2 centuries. *lame*
Anywayz, they all have plans and can see where they are in the future. *blink blink* How come I'm so different?? I dunno wat I can do, wat I'd like to do, or wat I'll be doing. No goals, no aspirations.
Ok, itz not that I dun have them. Neither did I lost them. They are juz at the back of my head. Lazy to tink abt them. Or should I say I can't be bothered to? Or maybe I no longer have the guts to own any goals or aspirations?
Well, those "noble" dreams and goals that I've heard somehow ignite this little sparkle in me. Tink I should get back my dreamy self; probably try harder in ditching the devilish inferiority. Ditching it is hard...maybe juz conceal it well?? Aiyo, Hurricane Katrina coming!!
Recently, my colleague got together with the guy she likes. I am soooooooo happy for her. Not bcoz she's finally wanted BUT I can see the radiance she's letting out and feel her happiness. As her fren, of coz, I will be happy for her. In fact, she told me that I'm more excited than her. Hee.
It makes my day when I see my frenz happy. Happily single, happily attached, happily "married" and wat not.
Then again, when darkness falls, back to my own world, I can't help but to tink of why am I still single n very available. Heehee.
My frenz are getting sick of me telling them I want a boyfren -- on every birthday, every Vday, every X'mas n watever occasions available. =P *guilty*
Thanks to all the sweet babes who have been so supportive. Always there to listen to my boring stories n to give me encouragement and advice. Love ya! o(^o^)o
I have to get this off my chest right now, before I explode into pieces!!
Had a terrible headache last night at work. Planned to forsake TV to rest. In the end, I had to print Star Idol form for my brother. Fixed the printer, printed the form...itz 1245am already! Laid on my bed, trying to sleep...tossed and turned...struggled for at least 15 mins before the sleepy monster got hold of me.
Woke up on time today. Still having a tough time to decide what to wear. Finally got out of house, took a cab down to work. Was exactly on time but the lift wasn't working, which means the key is not retreived from the security. So I had to rush down to Lvl 1 to collect the key.
When I reached Lvl 3, some children and parents are already waiting for me. *guilty* After I opened the door, I had to call a class of ballet girls urgently coz their teacher is sick and has to cancel class. In desperation, unable to reach some parents, my boss has to call me to ask if I'm late. Put her on hold coz I was on the other phone with a parent.
Ended the parent's call. Started my agony of listening to my boss' talk on punctuality. Why is every boss of mine having this impression that I have a problem with being punctual? Okie maybe I do. Heh. But this time I was delayed by all the not working lift and collection of keys. To be exact, I was 3 mins late. Why am I so suay?? The boss has to look for me when I'm late. And this time a parent has to call her abt waiting for me for juz 3 mins. *faints*
:: LOVE ::
:: ATTENTION ::
:: CARE :: :: Air ticket get out of S'pore :: :: camera handphone :: :: new computer :: :: laptop ::
:: big classic watch :: :: smaller digicam ::
:: baking oven ::
:: Sony PSP ::
:: pet dog ::
:: NUM Bag ::
:: Chanel Bag ::
:: LG Chocolate handphone ::
:: Red New Beetle Cabriolet :: :: YSL Babydoll Lucky Game fragrance ::
:: "Goong" Korean drama serial DVD ::
:: Zhang Xiao Xian's novel collection :: :: Deck of Palladini Tarot cards ::
:: mini-pig as pet :: :: Lomo camera :: :: MP3 player ::
:: DV cam ::
:: DVD recorder ::
:: 42" Plasma TV ::
:: huge revamp to my room :: :: a fun n memorable 21st bday party ::
