This question has been bugging me since...beginning of this yr? Well, I really wanna make a drastic change to my hair and the only way is to CUT IT!!!
But....I really dun bear to do so. 2.5 yrs ler leh...and also bcoz my hair takes a really long time to grow. Moreover, most people prefer me with long hair. Maybe that's my passport into the female species world. Haha.
Always remember what a stylist told me: I have a bigger frame and a big head so shorter hair will only make me BIGGER! =P
Aiyooooo.....headache lar.....want to cut my hair still must tink for so long. Madness!
I have been feeling energetic the whole day, despite having only 4 hrs of sleep.
Well, I have finally told him about my feelings. Hmmm....itz really good to "unload" sth that has been in my heart for so long!! Now, my heart feels so much lighter.
There isn't a change in status. As in, I'm still single and available. =P I didn't wanna make a change to it in the first place. As for me and him, we are still good frenz. He seems cool abt the whole incident. I hope he really is. *fingers crossed* And on my part, I will let nature takes its course and try not to tink too much. Haha.
This incident has brought me closer to my frenz. I may not have gotten the love that I wish for but my frens' love has made my day a even brighter one!!! Big big hugs to all my darlings!! Muacks!
Another good news to share is that I've miraculously recovered! My stomach decided to stop churning to compose weird tunes today. No more runs!! But I'm still very cautious about what I am feeding my stomach. No milk and oily stuff.
I think I lost some weight too. Maybe itz just dehydration. Imagine each meal can send me to the loo twice... the trip to the loo would have burn some calories. Haha. Actually, I kinda like the idea of visiting the loo after every meal! Like that then wun grow fat mah. Haha.
I'd also like to clarify this for the LAST time!!! I m not on Xando or X-trim slimming pills!!! Not other brandless and harmful slimming pills too!! I have no idea why Mr. Diarrhoea came knocking on my door, OK??!! Moreover, I'm not suicidal! =P
P/S: X-Men III is SUPERB!! I wanna be a mutant too!! Haha.
even if my head is spinning like thrilling 360 degrees roller coaster rides or burning up to 42 degree Celcius.
These days, while I'm trying to deal with the sudden invasion of virus (in my head and stomach), I have weird totz. Like ermz....how should I go about writing my will, how should I divide my "properties", who deserves some "last words" from me etc.
Basically they are just totz of death. Not that I wanna kill myself, but the arrangements I ought to do b4 I die. Wahaha.
Lil' illness can get me so weak physically and mentally. I really wonder how cancer, NKF and critically-ill patients survive. I can kowtows to them. They deserve much more admiration than any superstar idols. =)
Anywayz, I'm on MC today. Went to the doc (the 2nd time), got home, ate the medicine and slept the whole afternoon. Now, I'm extremely lethargic. I wish I can be 'Sleeping Ugly' (not Mu Nai Yi ah, Karene). So I can sleep the rest of my life until my Prince arrives. *puke*
Wat else to say...? Hmmmz.... how abt sharing my sudden urge to tell my crush that I like him? When my head was spinning like crazy, I was pretty determined to tell him. But as I am slowly recuperating, the urge subsides as well.
Why? Coz I know no matter wat I do, I'll fail. So what's the point of doing it? To live life w/o regrets, maybe?
I hate the bongek who claimed that it is as easy as ABC for girls to chase after guys. Easy my arse ah! Hate it when people come along, show you concern and probably pat on your back and say "I'm sure your Mr. Right will appear soon!". Yeah, they sound sincere but having goosebumps is my natural instincts. Those in love can never put themselves into the shoes of those who are outta love.
Fdhie roqwog ojhwe ogna ooqe tphc. Bmlj asiujia fiodba sud sja ajs kd sjf sf akdban aj. Hikfeuioh askj dahw jfeuq kbnmxai. Gibberish.
The above are just many totz running in my head and I dun wish to say them out. Heh. As a summary, I'm a cynical and sacarstic person. I dun deserve to be loved. Dun tell me u love me and keep those sympathy and empathy to yourself. Coz u nv know when I will look into your eyes and say "I HATE YOU!". I tink I'm the devil's advocate. Rotten.
Oh ya, did I tell you my sick days are also my good hair days?
I wonder how pregnant ladies put up with morning sickness? I have this nauseous feeling since my ear fluid was imbalanced. U know, the feeling of "want to vomit but nothing comes out". Wo xiang tu dan shi tu bu chu lai... Mei you dong xi chu lai ~~ (Sing this line to A*Mei's Ku Bu Chu Lai). Meanwhile, Mr. Diarrhoea came to disturb too.
And jus now, I finally vomitted after Mr. Diarrhoea's visit. I think my intestines are having a great party. Grinding against each other. Haha.
Now I'm typing my lil totz with a slightly more balanced ear fluid...
Yesterday, I tried to get out of bed for breakfast. The very next moment, I heard a huge thump and found myself on the floor. No pain, just faint. I gave up my breakfast and continued to rest on my bed.
As I promised Ting to meet her for some retail therapy, 30 mins later, I gained my balance and struggled my way to the kitchen in hope to find some medicine. Found an expired Panadol Cold Flu drink sachet. Dumped tat and discovered a box of Panadol Cold Relief pills. Gulped one down without considering if my empty stomach could take it.
Did get a lil better after a nap. So I got up, bathed, changed and got outta house to meet Ting and also pay the deposit for Jill's bday prez. When I was crossing the road, everything looks so bright. I could only faintly figure out what's the hairstyle of the person who walked past me. Cars are left with wheels and I duno what I was stepping on. If it wasn't for that deposit and Ting, I wouldn't have risked my life. Wah....I'm making myself sound like a saint. *pui*
Had a peaceful bus ride until it picked up CJC students. Can't blame them la. I was once their age and noisy as well. Finally paid the deposit and the very kind-hearted Ting suggested that we shld drop the shopping trip and head to my place.
The moment I'm home, I jumped into my bed. Stayed awake to talk to Ting, joked and laughed. Ohhh....reminiscing about the good ol' days too. I was pretty outta my mind too. I actually allowed Ting to read my personal diary. A Scorpion who views her privacy as precious as her life leh....haha.
Later the evening, I went to SPH for a focus group dicussion. Was helping Mas out. Wow...it has been 3 years since I last saw her. Not to mention, it was my first time stepping into SPH building! Itz amazingly huge!! Wooohooo..... I wish I can work in there man. Itz like less than 10 minutes walk from my place. Whatz even more amazing was that I was so energetic in the building. But when I stepped out, the giddiness came back. Weird.
And today, I tot I'm fit enuff to work....I even lugged my heavy laptop along. In the end, I took a nap with kids and really cannot tahan then went to the doc. Doc said that my ear fluid is not balanced thus the signs of dizziness. She gave me one medicine n that's it. Okie....one day MC too. Heehee. I didn't know that I dun have to pay for my medical bill. Coz I'm under this Mediguard thingy, which my company adopted to pay for our medical claims. But I din know I can just not pay n go. Pai seh man. Still went to ask the nurse if I need to pay. =/
(02/05) Piglyn, my laptop is back!! Actually for quite some time already. Was too busy to blog anyway.
Well, these days I feel very deprived! I haven been shopping for months!! My shopping list lengthens by 5cm as each day goes by. Hmmz...it shld be abt half a kilometre long now. Haha.
Just yesterday, I decided to throw all my work aside and join Jill and Karene to walk around Far East Plaza. Wooohooo....I unleashed the shopaholic that has been abused! Heehee. My top priority is to get myself a pair of black pumps. And I found a nice pair!! Hurhur. Itz really hard to find shoes to fit my gigantic feet.
(06/05) Sigh...previously I typed alot about my traumatising stalking experience at Kino but Blogger had some connection problem and deleted that post. However, I managed to retreive the above draft.
Well....shall briefly talk abt the incident. After separation with Karene and Jill, I went on shopping alone. That's something that I really love to do. Went to Taka's Zara, Mango, M)phosis and finally my fave hangout in Taka - Kinokuniya. =)
As usual, I headed straight to the Chinese book section to browse ard. While I was engrossed in reading Zhang Xiao Xian's new novel, a man squatted beside me. I was wearing a mini-skirt then. I dun even know if he is holding on to any mirror. *horror*
When I realised his motive, I "calmly" put back the book and walked away. He followed me! ^&%$$#%@#! I refused to acknowledge his existence and continued with my book browsing. And he still purposely pick up a book near me. How I know? I remembered how his feet and sandal looked like. I can even sketch it out for you. Haha.
I was really grossed out by this guy. Luckily, Kino announced that it would be closing in 10 minutes time. I grabbed this chance to leave and RAN down the escalator while trying to call Jill. He didn't give up tailing me lor!! *eeks* Couldn't reach Jill then...so I got Ting to "accompany" me. Phew, I managed to shake him off.
End of story!
(09/05) Handed in my heavy-weight assignment yesterday. Yippie...one big load off. A huge 'Thank You' to Ting, who stayed over at my place to help me with the assignment. I wasn't motivated to do this assgmt. No sense of urgency ey!! Even if the deadline was like a sharp knife at my throat. Luckily, Ting kept urging me to think and type sth. She even drafted outline for me to follow and wrote few paragraphs of the essay (while I was asleep). =)
Now, I have to prepare for my Exploring Psychology exam. One week of preparation!! I better work hard on that. But facing long-winded textbooks with old men's pics really turn me off. Haha!
:: LOVE ::
:: ATTENTION ::
:: CARE :: :: Air ticket get out of S'pore :: :: camera handphone :: :: new computer :: :: laptop ::
:: big classic watch :: :: smaller digicam ::
:: baking oven ::
:: Sony PSP ::
:: pet dog ::
:: NUM Bag ::
:: Chanel Bag ::
:: LG Chocolate handphone ::
:: Red New Beetle Cabriolet :: :: YSL Babydoll Lucky Game fragrance ::
:: "Goong" Korean drama serial DVD ::
:: Zhang Xiao Xian's novel collection :: :: Deck of Palladini Tarot cards ::
:: mini-pig as pet :: :: Lomo camera :: :: MP3 player ::
:: DV cam ::
:: DVD recorder ::
:: 42" Plasma TV ::
:: huge revamp to my room :: :: a fun n memorable 21st bday party ::
