Friday, May 26, 2006

I just can't stop thinking...

even if my head is spinning like thrilling 360 degrees roller coaster rides or burning up to 42 degree Celcius.

These days, while I'm trying to deal with the sudden invasion of virus (in my head and stomach), I have weird totz. Like ermz....how should I go about writing my will, how should I divide my "properties", who deserves some "last words" from me etc.

Basically they are just totz of death. Not that I wanna kill myself, but the arrangements I ought to do b4 I die. Wahaha.

Lil' illness can get me so weak physically and mentally. I really wonder how cancer, NKF and critically-ill patients survive. I can kowtows to them. They deserve much more admiration than any superstar idols. =)

Anywayz, I'm on MC today. Went to the doc (the 2nd time), got home, ate the medicine and slept the whole afternoon. Now, I'm extremely lethargic. I wish I can be 'Sleeping Ugly' (not Mu Nai Yi ah, Karene). So I can sleep the rest of my life until my Prince arrives. *puke*

Wat else to say...? Hmmmz.... how abt sharing my sudden urge to tell my crush that I like him? When my head was spinning like crazy, I was pretty determined to tell him. But as I am slowly recuperating, the urge subsides as well.

Why? Coz I know no matter wat I do, I'll fail. So what's the point of doing it? To live life w/o regrets, maybe?

I hate the bongek who claimed that it is as easy as ABC for girls to chase after guys. Easy my arse ah! Hate it when people come along, show you concern and probably pat on your back and say "I'm sure your Mr. Right will appear soon!". Yeah, they sound sincere but having goosebumps is my natural instincts. Those in love can never put themselves into the shoes of those who are outta love.

Fdhie roqwog ojhwe ogna ooqe tphc. Bmlj asiujia fiodba sud sja ajs kd sjf sf akdban aj. Hikfeuioh askj dahw jfeuq kbnmxai. Gibberish.

The above are just many totz running in my head and I dun wish to say them out. Heh. As a summary, I'm a cynical and sacarstic person. I dun deserve to be loved. Dun tell me u love me and keep those sympathy and empathy to yourself. Coz u nv know when I will look into your eyes and say "I HATE YOU!". I tink I'm the devil's advocate. Rotten.

Oh ya, did I tell you my sick days are also my good hair days?

PiGz ^(oo)^ _{11:55 pm}

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