Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Last weekend, I was feeling super down!!! All because of someone's MSN nick... But looking at it right now, I dun feel anything le. Does that mean that I've learnt to let go of sth that has been with me for almost 4 yrs?

Haha....lucky silly me have great frenz to accompany me thru the sadsad days. I'm so grateful to have them around. Ting and HB, thanks for being such a funny (LAME-chop) duo, who have lightened my heavy heart greatly. Tesh, thanks for listening to my silly ramblings and providing great advice when I needed it most. Frens like Sueai, Kai, Sian and Nana, who were "forced" to hear my woes out....Paiseh ne!!

These days, I'm addicted to Elva Hsiao's “不远”. It was the ONLY song I listened to last weekend. And I really wanna sing this song to you...

突然那几秒 好像天使飞过
看着你微笑 那段时间都静止
远远的注视 仿佛爱情就该如此
为所爱的人 在我心里留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊 可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福

我站在你不远处 默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处 不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我 那是我最大的幸福

对你的期待 每段都有记载
每一个眼神 我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞 不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了 当初迁就在这里等待
虽然那前方模糊 可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福

我站在你不远处 默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处 不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我 那是我最大的幸福

我站在爱的不远处 哦耶耶 …… 哦 ……
我站在你不远处 默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来 放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起 我那是我最大的幸福

Silly is my middle name, isn't it? Haha. If you have been reading my blog long enuf, u'll realise by now that my feelings will never be reciprocated!

Even if his MSN nick doesn't mean anything, I'd still choose to believe what I think it shld mean! Only this way...I'll really LET GO!

PiGz ^(oo)^ _{1:16 am}

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Am I lonely? Or just tired?

When I was on my way home just now, I suddenly thought of the conversation with Joey yesterday.

She asked me if I'm lonely. And my reply was that I'm not coz I have many ways to keep myself occupied. However, Mr Lonely creeped in when I was standing alone at a soulless bus stop just now. He even danced to the gloomy love ballads on 88.3FM from my earphones. I started to recall the ways to rid Mr Lonely that I told Joey: 1) Read a book --> I have none 2) Chat with frenz --> I have none, erm...I mean no one that I can really call out of bohliao-ness 3) Listen to music --> Ey...No upbeat music to knock Mr Lonely down.

Since I can't beat him, I live with it! But the nearer the bus brought me to my destination, the faster my energy level depleted. I had to lean against the lift's wall to hold myself up; I relied on gravity pull to bring me down 4 flights of stairs to my apartment. Yeah....I'm no difference to a zombie. The moment I reached my bed, I "free fell" on it.

Ask me watz wrong with me... I can't answer u. I can't think...and my mind is BLANK! I can't tell Mr Lonely and Mr Tire apart! *emotionless*

Goodbye.

PiGz ^(oo)^ _{10:39 pm}

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Believe it or not... I'm sitting right here in my office greeting every single being that comes in with a "Happy New Year!" and an insincere smile. Lifeless.

Why do I have an insincere smile? Coz I dun wanna be here in the first place. And why dun I wanna be here? Coz I dun wish to waste my holiday's evening away, sitting here doing absolutely nothing but to greet people and to smile widely when I dun even feel good about anything. I'm not a good liar and I tink I'll look stupid with plastic smiles.

Anyway, I hope your holiday wun be as bad as mine! Happy New Year!!!! *sincerely*

PiGz ^(oo)^ _{6:22 pm}

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Nickname: Baby Pig
DOB: 20 Nov
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